Pre-Jury Ponderosa

I will love traveling around in the Philippines as a pre jury member. I would like being a juror more, but whaddygunnado?

I know. I am so sorry to see you leave so soon, I loved that you were active

Yeah, really! This early, it is usually the inactives who go first!! This will take me my usual 3 days to get over it!

Hello beautiful!

JC! They got you too!

I have been so sick these past couple of days, it is just as well for me that I got the boot.

Let's just constantly stay active and make them think there's a redemption challenge. Just to make them scared.

I am down with that JC! Let 'em sweat!

So Denise, who would you have been loyal to in this game?

What's up bitches?!

Hey Natalie!

I actually liked you a whole ton. Jon mentioned that we should vote you and I heard he/Cliff were wanting to flip the vote but I was like "nah I like Natalie, let's vote Sugar instead <3". It backfired though </3

Oh Nat!! What is happening? I was going to trust you til the end, look where we both are!

Looks like this is Brawn beach re-united

I was hoping for a redemption challenge.

WhI flipped on me Jeff is there a way to find out. Also I wonder why no one wanted to work with Brawn.

I think Jefra would have gone if she didn't win immunity. Brains seem pretty close on my side. But they like Joaquin better than me I guess.

But I could be completely wrong. Too bad I had to use that idol early...

Denise! Ugh I trusted you too but then I told you I trusted you and you didn't say it back and then the night we lost, Sugar said you were targeting me. I should've asked you instead of just believing her.

John, damn I liked you too and wanted cliff gone the night you left but Sugar wouldn't support it and I knew she would fuck the vote up if I didn't vote the same as her.

Cliff & Jon, I don't want to be a bitch but it's nice seeing the makers of my demise here with me <33

Brawns, such a dysfunctional family <3

Tasha: first member of the jury. Maybe the brains aren't that tight. They sure seemed like it amongst my swapped group.

Nat, I did trust you. And Sugar too! But we both see she was playing another game. It was a real surprise to me that I got the boot.

Denise- your vote from my perspective was Sugar said vote you. Nobody else came to me with any objections, so I voted you.

Nat- your vote simply never talking to you. The other 2 I didn't trust (rightfully so) but at least they had talked to me. With a tribe swap coming, I had to keep people at least willing to work with me.

Cliff! We were in that chat with John & Sugar. We talked there! No, but I understand.

Denise Stapley wrote:

Nat, I did trust you. And Sugar too! But we both see she was playing another game. It was a real surprise to me that I got the boot.

Yeah I definitely see that now. Though, she did vote with me when I went home so I can't be too angry with her. I'm sorry we booted you That's the one thing I would change.

I remember talking to others a bit more than I am credited with here. I think some messages got lost in the shuffle between PM ing, and the Beach thread, and some of the private rooms. We probably said things to others that they didn't see if they didn't visit every site.

It is pretty clear now, what was happening. Sugar told every one she was on their side and got them to trust her, and I was just the easiest to eliminate first.

I was so leery on who to vote first, I random.org ed my own vote.

Natalie that was a more general conversation. I don't really feel like direct communication. They both pm'd me several times a day. Even when I noted it at Tribal, you seemed disinterested.


Jury so far is 3 former brains.

This tribe <3 thanks for the support. I did it all for you guys. mwah mwah smootches <3